Starting over...

So I hard to start a new blog because my old one was being all technologically challenging! So I'll make the same stipulations in this one as in my old one. First off... I'm going to be honest. If you don't like what I have to say then feel free to express your opinions I am always open and willing to listen, but don't just complain to complain. If you don't want to read my thoughts then don't it's that simple. Secondly, I am not an English major (mom) so please don't expect perfect grammar or punctuations. I'll try my best, but no promises.

On with the writing. So I started writing with very angry intentions. I got a not so nice text from my ex J. today, after sending him a very nice text might I add! It really hurt my feelings because the things he said were not at all true, and while I can't say he was my first love he was my strongest, but then a song came on my computer called "I'm Gonna Find Another You" by John Mayer. The lyrics truly struck a cord and made me realize that my anger is a total waste of time. Here are the lyrics maybe that will help you understand a little better what I'm saying.

John Mayer
"Gonna Find Another You"

It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, I'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhymes
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When I was your lover
No one else would do
If I'm forced to find another, I hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Now I'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do some things you wouldn't let me do
Oh I'm gonna find another you

I love how music can just wrap you in this safety blanket of sorts, and make everything better. It's not even just listening, but I can think of nothing else I want to do but write and sing...and dance of course! These little changes in my life are really starting to help. I can feel myself growing stronger, better, and as much as these changes hurt, and as long as they may take. I'm willing to make the journey. So I thought I'd list a few of them here and I welcome you guys to list them as well :D

1. Love myself
2. Let go of the little things
3. Be healthier physically, and emotionally
4. To wear more brightly colored socks!----->>>
5. Write, Sing, and Dance more... I will never make an excuse to not to one of these things!

These are just a few... I'm thinking baby steps for now.

Love,

Morgan